I’m so proud of myself! That’s not something I say often but I truly feel proud and unstoppable! January 1st 2020 was a strange day for me but it has made me realise I’m a resilient bastard. I hadn’t got the best start to the new year and I really tried to focus on finding my self worth. I have recorded myself from the 1st of January right to this day and used all the negative people, experiences and just views I had to better myself. January 1st I woke up and decided that I was going to live for me and that I was not going to be dragged down or walked on ever again. I began a hard self discovery and healing process and had one vision in my head and that was to get stronger than ever before and I feel like I have actually done it! Mental health is something we all experience but we also experience betrayal and neglect. I chose to not let these things ever come into my life again and to start trusting my intuition and build myself physically and mentally. Loss is only a loss if you gained from it and worry and pain only hurt if you dwell on it. All the emotions that you feel at different stages of life are normal it’s what you plan to do with those feelings that make the biggest impact. This shoot was a very liberating experience for me on many levels and not just because I could show the real raw me but because I have built the person in these images. I thank @alsoknownassven for helping me take another step to self love and for showing me that I’m beautiful regardless the flaws. Never let anyone bring you down weather you love them or not and never let anyone stand between you and happiness. I have the body I’ve worked hard to get and keep. I have the strength I’ve built using everything life has thrown at me. I’m just warming up and know that nobody or nothing can stand between me and happiness.